Author Archives: Nishat Dossa

I finished my audio book yesterday and feel a bit lost to be honest. What an amazing story and such thought provoking messages. I almost didn’t want it to end! Definitely worth a read. She talks about her near death experience (NDE) and how it changed her way of living. She came back to liveContinue reading “💜Love💜”

i haven’t slept in proper deep sleep in a long time! Actually felt fresh when i got up which was great! So the nurses came home last night to remove my Chemo bottle. Normally i go into hospital but after last session (where i fell asleep in the waiting room and got forgotten about!), theyContinue reading “A full night’s sleep! Woohoo!!”

I have had the most emotional full day!seriously, I didn’t know it was possible to have so many emotions in such a short time! Well actually some of the Indians I have been watching on Indian Idol (the Bollywood version Strictly). Neha Kakar being came to mind!) Here goes my day today Chemo#4. One thirdContinue reading “OMG the Emotions!”

So I went to a shopping centre for the first time in 3 months. As I looked down I felt so liberated. I had never looked at a shopping centre in this way before. It was beautiful with the Christmas lights and each person with their own story and reason for coming there today. FromContinue reading “A glimpse of normality”

I had the best birthday ever! I was home all day just relaxing and spending time with my close family. I did sleep for a lot of it actually but managed to get a good few of hours in. The kids brought in the cake to the sitting room where I sat and everyone whisperedContinue reading “Happy birthday me!!!”

So its been a tough couple of weeks so i have not written much. The pins and needles in my hands went on for 10days this time so obviously typing was a mission! During my bursts of energy i played kahoot and the star wars board game with the kids and just chilled with themContinue reading “Chemo #3 Here I Come!”

Finally on day 6 yay!!

Sooo cold! Thought the thrns feeling was gone but no. Day 5 last session it was goneby day 3. Sickness improving but still there. Tired. Hope next week is better.Need to go hosp for an ultrasound at 11am so must go try and sleep. Over and out.

First 2 days have been worse than last time. The thorns feeling when i touched anything even when wearing thick gloves and socks! And the thorns in my throat when swallowing anything that is not warm. Mouth and lips tingling and feeling swollen(but looked normal in the mirror)! Jaws paining when i try to eatContinue reading “Chemo 2 Day 3”

Bonding time with DN at 1am at mums (our inhouse night owl…used to be daddy!). Turned on the xmas light xMade me toast with butter and black pepper for me.my fave for helping with nausea! We went and sat in sitting room becayse kitchen was too cold for me. He set everything up for me toContinue reading “Midnight feast time!”